Updates Here and There

Woh! Dead blog for about 2 months ++?

Hehe.. Don't blame me.. I was quite caught up with training courses for these past few months.

But guess what? I'm done! Training courses finito!

After safety and service clearance, voila, I am fit to fly~!

Sounds easy right?

Not at all.. I am actually quite nervous to fly as a stewardess for the first time!

Haha!

Oh well, here are some pictures taken when visiting the beach nearby the place I stay.

I guess that's all for this post?

Haha! I will try to blog more interesting stuff in the future.. :p

1st Post From Kuwait!

Kuwait. A country with the highest currency in the world.

I used up RM 1250 to convert only KD 100!

My first transaction with Kuwait Dinar was rather confusing as they even have 1/2 Dinar and 1/4 Dinar.

Living expenses will be quite cheap if you don't always eat out.

But I have to say that stationary here is bloody expensive.

Bought a notebook at KD1.550 (approximately RM 17.00)!!

Enough of the currency talk.

Just some home cook food by me! :D

Taken this by the balcony window in the morning!

Hehe!

Waiting for our cab to take us to....

The Avenues! I love this mall!

Meatballs Lunch at Ikea @ The Avenues!

That's all for this post!

Will update more soon!

さよなら。。

Time flies.. I left only less than 48 hours here in KL.

Been hesitating to pack caused to be honest, I am kinda reluctant to leave my family and friends behind.

I keep telling myself that this is what I've wanted all along.

I have earned a pair of wings to fly on my own now.

No more turning back!!

The future is still a lil dark ahead as I am not sure whether I will be based in Kuwait, or here in KL.

Whatever it is, I will do my best! :)

However, I have listened to a lot of negativity of being a cabin crew.

I'll be lying if they don't bother me. They do.

In fact, I am afraid that I will be transformed to a different person.

I will keep praying to God to guide me throughout this journey.

I need to stay true to myself..

I need to prove to myself and to my family that I am capable of doing things on my own.

I shall push away all the worries, stop over thinking and strive to success! Amen! :)

New Year, New Resolutions!

2011 Resolutions..

Learn to BELIEVE in myself.

(Believing more in myself now.. Resolution considered achieved! :P )

Learn to gain confidence in myself to decrease my low self esteem.

(I think I am more confident in what I am capable of now.. :) )

Learn to think positive!!

(Been quite positive in 2011!)

To decide what I really wanna be, what I really want in life.

(Been thinking a lot and I finally got to do what I really wanna do all along in 2012! Wish me luck!)

Get a driving license!!

(GOT IT!)

Get a better paid job which I WILL enjoy working.

(Lucky to change job with better pay and got an amazing boss! Praise the Lord!)

Save MORE money and LESS shopping!

(FAILED in saving but I did less shopping.. Still unable to save! :( )

Excel in my Japanese language course.

(ACHIEVED!)

Learn to cook and eat healthy.

(FAILED!)

To travel to Japan again end of this year!

(FAILED!)

I know it's already mid-January, but here's my 2012's resolutions:-

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1. Stay true to myself when I am abroad.

2. Learn to cook and eat healthy! I shall try to achieve it this year!

3. Take really good care of my oral hygiene as I have braces on now.

4. Do the best in my new career!

5. SAVE UP!!

がんばりましょう！

Braces On!!

2 More Days..

Things seems sorted out.
In two more days, I will be fixing In-ovation C Braces instead of Damon Clear.
Got reassured that it's okay to fly though the metal wire is visible.
That cleared my heart..

But somehow, I am still very emotional.
I know braces is good for me.
I will look better with straighter teeth.
I can fulfill my dream as a cabin crew.

Here I am, munching my Lays' Potato Chips while crying.
This might be the last packet of Lays' before I get my braces.
I guess I was too overwhelm.
I need to cut down all these snacks after I got my braces.

Living my life all this while with my imperfect teeth, I am alright with it.
It made me who I am.
I will definitely miss seeing myself with my imperfect teeth now.
I keep facing the mirror for the pass few weeks, looking at my imperfect teeth, and it saddens me that soon this part of me, will disappear.

I wanna be myself, by changing my imperfections, I felt that I am not myself anymore.
I am silly right?

Besides my teeth condition, I am also sad that I will be going to Kuwait, leaving my family and friends here.
No matter how I hated Malaysia, it is still my home after all.
Will my close friendship with my buddies here changed when I am away?

I guess, I am thinking way too much.

Complications

I got what I wanted all along, which is being a cabin crew.
The thing is, I need to fix my teeth.
Just consulted the orthodontist today, and he suggested me to do Damon Clear Braces.
The 4/6 top front teeth brackets will be clear but the bottom will be all metals.
I will be fixing my top braces this coming Friday.

I am afraid the bottom braces will affect my future job.
What if I got kicked out during the training caused of the obviousness of my bottom metal braces?

I will end up jobless and debts need to be paid!

Should I take the risk? Or should I opt for ceramic braces, which the orthodontist did not recommend?
I am still unsure for if the brackets of Damon Clear braces for bottom front teeth can be clear ones like the top.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................. :(

Oh, another bittersweet news is about David Archuleta.
Teared up when I watch his video announcement telling that he will put a stop in music for two years and go for mission.

He is really inspiring. Not many people can give up what they are doing just to go for missions. I hope everything will go well for him. :')