Out of Words!!

I seriously don't know what's up with me..
There's so much in my thoughts to write it out, but somehow, when I started to type a post, I will somehow delete the whole thing I wrote..
Funny huh??
It's like out of a sudden, I do not know how to carry on to write..

I went to the K-Pop Concert.
I went to Singapore to celebrate Chinese New Year.
Yet, I didn't really update anything here!!

But all I can say is, I am going through 'that phase' again..
You know, the phase where I think too much..
My mind is clustered and that's probably why I can't write out what I really wanna expressed.

There are so many questions I am trying to figure out myself..
What is life about?
What I really wanna be in the future? What am I supposed to do?
Should I change my job? How to save money? How to EARN more?

Urgh.. I sometimes hate myself for being like this..
I really over think too much.. Can't help it..

Sorry for the ramblings..
I will try to post more interesting things in my next post..

Will try to update as much as I could..

GANBARIMASU!!

P/S: The previous two posts were just music videos + lyrics.. Not trying to plagiarized but that's the best way to convey a feeling when you are out of words.. When you listen to that song, you'll be like, "Uh huh! This is what exactly I am feeling!" BUT, you might even misunderstand me if you don't really see what the lyrics mean.. ;)

Whataya want from me....

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don’t give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down