2 More Days..

Things seems sorted out.
In two more days, I will be fixing In-ovation C Braces instead of Damon Clear.
Got reassured that it's okay to fly though the metal wire is visible.
That cleared my heart..

But somehow, I am still very emotional.
I know braces is good for me.
I will look better with straighter teeth.
I can fulfill my dream as a cabin crew.

Here I am, munching my Lays' Potato Chips while crying.
This might be the last packet of Lays' before I get my braces.
I guess I was too overwhelm.
I need to cut down all these snacks after I got my braces.

Living my life all this while with my imperfect teeth, I am alright with it.
It made me who I am.
I will definitely miss seeing myself with my imperfect teeth now.
I keep facing the mirror for the pass few weeks, looking at my imperfect teeth, and it saddens me that soon this part of me, will disappear.

I wanna be myself, by changing my imperfections, I felt that I am not myself anymore.
I am silly right?

Besides my teeth condition, I am also sad that I will be going to Kuwait, leaving my family and friends here.
No matter how I hated Malaysia, it is still my home after all.
Will my close friendship with my buddies here changed when I am away?

I guess, I am thinking way too much.