Sunday, September 8, 2013

Just Thoughts...

You met a stranger whom eventually became your friend. You developed a good feeling on that friend. You keep in touch with him almost everyday. Then one day, the communication just lost. He stopped texting.

Then, everything just paused right there. And you are wondering what is all that about. You got disappointed. Time passes and you got over it.

Out of the blue, he reappeared in your life again when you are already over him. The texts started coming again. And you are happy caused you think this might be the second chance to start over.

As your hope gets high, he disappeared from your life again. Once more, you are hurt. And the cycle continues.

Sometimes, I feel really silly to be taken for granted by these kinda guys. I have met fair few of them.
They are all the same. They only looked for you when they needed something. Otherwise, you will never hear from them.

Over and over again, I have not learned my lessons. I keep doing the same mistakes for letting them take me for granted. Am being too soft-hearted, too forgiving? Or is this pure desperation? I have no idea.

Sometimes, I feel like breaking down, giving up and losing hope in finding love. Is it even possible? Will there really be someone out there for you, and only for you?