Giving Up

I really hate the fact that I am so vulnerable.

I am giving up on everything now.
I don't know what to do with my life..
I am just going to leave it just it is..

I will not be dreaming on anything..
I am going to fail all my life..
I am never going to succeed in anything..
This is a fact that I have to accept..

There's something wrong with me.
I am such a pessimistic person..
This trait of mine is eating me up.
I can't overcome this side of me..

The only thing that keeps me going with my life is my love ones.
My family, my babes and my special friend.

P/S: I hope I will be okay.. I just wanna rant about my inner thoughts..