さよなら。。

Time flies.. I left only less than 48 hours here in KL.

Been hesitating to pack caused to be honest, I am kinda reluctant to leave my family and friends behind.

I keep telling myself that this is what I've wanted all along.

I have earned a pair of wings to fly on my own now.

No more turning back!!

The future is still a lil dark ahead as I am not sure whether I will be based in Kuwait, or here in KL.

Whatever it is, I will do my best! :)

However, I have listened to a lot of negativity of being a cabin crew.

I'll be lying if they don't bother me. They do.

In fact, I am afraid that I will be transformed to a different person.

I will keep praying to God to guide me throughout this journey.

I need to stay true to myself..

I need to prove to myself and to my family that I am capable of doing things on my own.

I shall push away all the worries, stop over thinking and strive to success! Amen! :)

New Year, New Resolutions!

2011 Resolutions..

Learn to BELIEVE in myself.

(Believing more in myself now.. Resolution considered achieved! :P )

Learn to gain confidence in myself to decrease my low self esteem.

(I think I am more confident in what I am capable of now.. :) )

Learn to think positive!!

(Been quite positive in 2011!)

To decide what I really wanna be, what I really want in life.

(Been thinking a lot and I finally got to do what I really wanna do all along in 2012! Wish me luck!)

Get a driving license!!

(GOT IT!)

Get a better paid job which I WILL enjoy working.

(Lucky to change job with better pay and got an amazing boss! Praise the Lord!)

Save MORE money and LESS shopping!

(FAILED in saving but I did less shopping.. Still unable to save! :( )

Excel in my Japanese language course.

(ACHIEVED!)

Learn to cook and eat healthy.

(FAILED!)

To travel to Japan again end of this year!

(FAILED!)

I know it's already mid-January, but here's my 2012's resolutions:-

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1. Stay true to myself when I am abroad.

2. Learn to cook and eat healthy! I shall try to achieve it this year!

3. Take really good care of my oral hygiene as I have braces on now.

4. Do the best in my new career!

5. SAVE UP!!

がんばりましょう！