Out of Words!!

I seriously don't know what's up with me..
There's so much in my thoughts to write it out, but somehow, when I started to type a post, I will somehow delete the whole thing I wrote..
Funny huh??
It's like out of a sudden, I do not know how to carry on to write..

I went to the K-Pop Concert.
I went to Singapore to celebrate Chinese New Year.
Yet, I didn't really update anything here!!

But all I can say is, I am going through 'that phase' again..
You know, the phase where I think too much..
My mind is clustered and that's probably why I can't write out what I really wanna expressed.

There are so many questions I am trying to figure out myself..
What is life about?
What I really wanna be in the future? What am I supposed to do?
Should I change my job? How to save money? How to EARN more?

Urgh.. I sometimes hate myself for being like this..
I really over think too much.. Can't help it..

Sorry for the ramblings..
I will try to post more interesting things in my next post..

Will try to update as much as I could..

GANBARIMASU!!

P/S: The previous two posts were just music videos + lyrics.. Not trying to plagiarized but that's the best way to convey a feeling when you are out of words.. When you listen to that song, you'll be like, "Uh huh! This is what exactly I am feeling!" BUT, you might even misunderstand me if you don't really see what the lyrics mean.. ;)

Whataya want from me....

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don’t give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

Not Meant To Be

It's never enough to say you're sorry
It's never enough to say you care
But you're caught between what I wanted from you
And knowing that if you give that to me
You might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

[Chorus:]
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what you do I'm always mad
And you, you can't change my mind
You know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
You can't give me what I want
And it's killing you
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say you love me
No, it's never enough to say you try
It's hard to believe
That's there's no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

[Chorus]

There's still time to turn this around
I could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

[Chorus]

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what you do I'm always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Note: I changed the lyrics as bold..

Last Saturday Night...

I will just let the pictures do the talking..

All pictures credit to Aaron, Jayme, Polly, CK & Salamun!
I steal all the pictures from their Facebook! :D

Niki & Me..

With Liew (left) & Kenix (right)..

Liew & Me..

From left to right, Liew, Me, Niki & Pino..

From left to right, Me, Kenix, Jayme, CK, Liew & Niki..




Solo shot by CK.. He took all of the ji mui's solo shots..

The backdrop..

Me & Pino were seated at this lucky table #8!!
We were also seated with Jacky's friends from Hong Kong..

Suckling Pig.. Me & Pino didn't eat this, cuz we don't like it..
The people from Hong Kong thought we were Muslims.. XD

I TOTALLY LOVE THIS!!
Super nice!!


Toasting time!! Yam Seng!! :D

Group photo with the Mayflower/Ex-Mayflower team..
Man, I missed working with them..
They were a bunch of good colleagues!!


CONGRATULATIONS AMANDA & JACKY!!
Thank you, Amanda for the opportunity to be one of your ji mui's!
Felt so honored and the experience was really fun!!

Last Saturday Morning...

Woke up super early to get to my ex-colleague, Amanda's house.

It was her wedding and I was appointed as one of her "ji mui" (bridesmaids).

The Circle of Ji Mui's..

So, we were all set to trashed the "Heng Dai" (best men) team!!
This was part of what awaited them..

Some yoga positions..

A bucket of ice water with something in it..

And... Me... Just kidding.. I mean the balloons! XD

Here comes the bridegroom and heng dai's..

The happy man!!

He had to overcome us to get in to see Amanda.. That's the trick!! :D

Gates were opened.. And it's time to pick their numbers!!

For their yoga positions!! :D

All of them were very co-operative to passed the 1st round!!
Here came the 2nd round..

Only 2 representatives needed..

They need to dipped their bare feet into the icy cold bucket of water which contains mahjong tiles.
The rules was to pressed between their toes the mahjong tiles out from the bucket to form the "13 yu" (The best tiles arrangement in mahjong? I am not sure myself!!I don't know how to play mahjong).

HAHAHAHHA... Look at their concentration!! XD

"13 Yu"

Okay.. The boys did it again!!
Now, the balloons..

Noticed that they were both holding balloons on their laps?

So the remaining heng dai's need to jump on them back and forth to burst the balloons!!!
It was hilarious to watch!! XD

Due to time constriction, we had to skipped a few of their obstacles.
So, it's time for the groom to get into the house.
But, he must first recite a vow!!

It was all in Chinese so I don't quite understand!!

The grill door was opened for their entrance..
Now, the groom had to read another vow and to actually signed it!!



Finally!! They were both reunited!! Woohoo!!

Carried on with the praying ceremony..

Then, the tea ceremony..

Some group photos..

The Ji Mui's

I had no idea why me & Pino left our mouths hanging opened!!

And here we looked like we gonna burst out laughing!!

Hmm.. Much better!!

Off to Berjaya Hotel to meet the guy's side parents!!


Looked like super star surrounded by paparazzi!! XD

I didn't stayed on for the guy's side cuz I was off to Nihongo's class!!

After the class, went to cam-whore around Fahrenheit 88 with Jane & Ame!



To be continued, Amanda's Wedding Dinner.. :D

P/S: I steal all the photos from Facebook!