さよなら。。

Time flies.. I left only less than 48 hours here in KL.

Been hesitating to pack caused to be honest, I am kinda reluctant to leave my family and friends behind.

I keep telling myself that this is what I've wanted all along.

I have earned a pair of wings to fly on my own now.

No more turning back!!

The future is still a lil dark ahead as I am not sure whether I will be based in Kuwait, or here in KL.

Whatever it is, I will do my best! :)

However, I have listened to a lot of negativity of being a cabin crew.

I'll be lying if they don't bother me. They do.

In fact, I am afraid that I will be transformed to a different person.

I will keep praying to God to guide me throughout this journey.

I need to stay true to myself..

I need to prove to myself and to my family that I am capable of doing things on my own.

I shall push away all the worries, stop over thinking and strive to success! Amen! :)

New Year, New Resolutions!

2011 Resolutions..

Learn to BELIEVE in myself.

(Believing more in myself now.. Resolution considered achieved! :P )

Learn to gain confidence in myself to decrease my low self esteem.

(I think I am more confident in what I am capable of now.. :) )

Learn to think positive!!

(Been quite positive in 2011!)

To decide what I really wanna be, what I really want in life.

(Been thinking a lot and I finally got to do what I really wanna do all along in 2012! Wish me luck!)

Get a driving license!!

(GOT IT!)

Get a better paid job which I WILL enjoy working.

(Lucky to change job with better pay and got an amazing boss! Praise the Lord!)

Save MORE money and LESS shopping!

(FAILED in saving but I did less shopping.. Still unable to save! :( )

Excel in my Japanese language course.

(ACHIEVED!)

Learn to cook and eat healthy.

(FAILED!)

To travel to Japan again end of this year!

(FAILED!)

I know it's already mid-January, but here's my 2012's resolutions:-

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1. Stay true to myself when I am abroad.

2. Learn to cook and eat healthy! I shall try to achieve it this year!

3. Take really good care of my oral hygiene as I have braces on now.

4. Do the best in my new career!

5. SAVE UP!!

がんばりましょう！

Braces On!!

2 More Days..

Things seems sorted out.
In two more days, I will be fixing In-ovation C Braces instead of Damon Clear.
Got reassured that it's okay to fly though the metal wire is visible.
That cleared my heart..

But somehow, I am still very emotional.
I know braces is good for me.
I will look better with straighter teeth.
I can fulfill my dream as a cabin crew.

Here I am, munching my Lays' Potato Chips while crying.
This might be the last packet of Lays' before I get my braces.
I guess I was too overwhelm.
I need to cut down all these snacks after I got my braces.

Living my life all this while with my imperfect teeth, I am alright with it.
It made me who I am.
I will definitely miss seeing myself with my imperfect teeth now.
I keep facing the mirror for the pass few weeks, looking at my imperfect teeth, and it saddens me that soon this part of me, will disappear.

I wanna be myself, by changing my imperfections, I felt that I am not myself anymore.
I am silly right?

Besides my teeth condition, I am also sad that I will be going to Kuwait, leaving my family and friends here.
No matter how I hated Malaysia, it is still my home after all.
Will my close friendship with my buddies here changed when I am away?

I guess, I am thinking way too much.

Complications

I got what I wanted all along, which is being a cabin crew.
The thing is, I need to fix my teeth.
Just consulted the orthodontist today, and he suggested me to do Damon Clear Braces.
The 4/6 top front teeth brackets will be clear but the bottom will be all metals.
I will be fixing my top braces this coming Friday.

I am afraid the bottom braces will affect my future job.
What if I got kicked out during the training caused of the obviousness of my bottom metal braces?

I will end up jobless and debts need to be paid!

Should I take the risk? Or should I opt for ceramic braces, which the orthodontist did not recommend?
I am still unsure for if the brackets of Damon Clear braces for bottom front teeth can be clear ones like the top.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................. :(

Oh, another bittersweet news is about David Archuleta.
Teared up when I watch his video announcement telling that he will put a stop in music for two years and go for mission.

He is really inspiring. Not many people can give up what they are doing just to go for missions. I hope everything will go well for him. :')

Far*East Movement Moovment 2011

Far*East Movement.. I only knew their two hit songs, Like A G6 and Rocketeer.
News about them to our shores were everywhere and my friend, Charlene, is quite a huge fan of them.
I am quite keen to go for their concert, but was not willing to pay for the tickets since I only know two of their songs!!

So, the best way to go to concert for free, join contest to win the tickets!!

This was the opportunity!

What I have commented on hotexpress website!

Woot!! I won!!

Here's the VIP ticket + Meet & Greet Pass!!

Waited for almost 3 hours for the gate to open.. =_="

Here I was during the concert!!

Prohgress!

J-Spliff!

And my bias, KEV NISH! He is so effing HOT!

Cannot snap DJ Virman as he was way at the back behind the DJ booth! :(

DJ Brass Monkey!!

Muah after the awesome concert and before the meet & greet!!
(Please ignore my prominent pimples!)

Group picture with Far*East Movement!! #AHDHenbgfuehjngewbhfvjb Kev Nish was just right beside me!!

I am now a fan of Far*East Movement! Their performance was AMAZING!
So much energy! I was practically jumping during their performance though I didn't know most of their songs they performed!

Been listening to all their songs on replay!! So addictive!!

Three fingers up to their SWAG!

HARO!

Woh.. My blog was abandoned for such a long time!
No inspiration to blog (Not to mention, lazy too)

Life's been good.. :)
Found a job which I sort of enjoyed working now.
It has been almost 5 months since I started and I can say, so far so good, praise the Lord!

My driving has been improving too.
I practiced driving as much as I can, and practice really makes perfect..
But there is still a lot of rooms for improvement!
I shall try my best! :D

By the way, I just did my Japanese test today..
It was quite tough, especially the oral test..
Hopefully I can manage to at least pass the test and proceed to the next level..

Hmmm.. Year of 2011 only almost 2 months left, so far, I have achieved some of my resolutions.. :D

Shall end this post with my pretty picture:-


Until the next time I blog.. Haha! xD